thelittlestastronaut:

selling another character
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13236485/

(posted this to the wrong blog oop)

thelittlestastronaut:

selling another character

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13236485/

(posted this to the wrong blog oop)

i wasn’t gonna post this until i had more doodles to put into a photoset but i like it too much, so here it is.

micah portrait since he needed one.
micah is trans, gay, and albino. he could materialize antlers if he wanted to, but antlers are kind of a pain in the ass to have anyway, so he doesn’t bother. also, he’s hella old so he doesn’t even care about that shit anymore. on the rare-to-never occasions that people misgender him, he typically doesn’t notice. he doesn’t get out much.
everything about micah is gentle and soft. a lot of people say his voice is naturally soothing, because he’s always calm and patient (a major reason aelis asks him to middle-man between her and terid). his weapon is a giant mallet, which is fashioned after the one he used during his mortal life to build toys. he’s still a toymaker, and gets a lot of joy out of pretending to be a post-apocalyptic version of santa clause for the local towns’ children. he’s approximately 4000 years old (he’s third oldest, after aelis and crosus), so there is a lot of legend surrounding him as a benevolent white spirit who brings gifts to children in the winter. the fact that he’s an albino deer sort of escalates them into high fantasy (as much as you can get in a world filled with faeries anyway).
micah’s had a lot of time to deal with his hang-ups, so he’s by far the most well-adjusted of the 12 zodiacs, but he had a rough mortal life filled with a whole lot of crap (mostly abuse) that took a long time for him to reconcile. he deals with immortality by being as kind as he can to as many people as he can, and by filling up his time with making toys.

micah portrait since he needed one.

micah is trans, gay, and albino. he could materialize antlers if he wanted to, but antlers are kind of a pain in the ass to have anyway, so he doesn’t bother. also, he’s hella old so he doesn’t even care about that shit anymore. on the rare-to-never occasions that people misgender him, he typically doesn’t notice. he doesn’t get out much.

everything about micah is gentle and soft. a lot of people say his voice is naturally soothing, because he’s always calm and patient (a major reason aelis asks him to middle-man between her and terid). his weapon is a giant mallet, which is fashioned after the one he used during his mortal life to build toys. he’s still a toymaker, and gets a lot of joy out of pretending to be a post-apocalyptic version of santa clause for the local towns’ children. he’s approximately 4000 years old (he’s third oldest, after aelis and crosus), so there is a lot of legend surrounding him as a benevolent white spirit who brings gifts to children in the winter. the fact that he’s an albino deer sort of escalates them into high fantasy (as much as you can get in a world filled with faeries anyway).

micah’s had a lot of time to deal with his hang-ups, so he’s by far the most well-adjusted of the 12 zodiacs, but he had a rough mortal life filled with a whole lot of crap (mostly abuse) that took a long time for him to reconcile. he deals with immortality by being as kind as he can to as many people as he can, and by filling up his time with making toys.

EYYY here’s a thing based on official art. i’ve decided i like manami’s weird yellow hair streaks a lot.

i’ve actually been drawing a lot, it’s just all shitty ballpoint drawings so i don’t post 90% of them. here’s some that i liked. i’ve been thinking about an actual-bird-birdsona. in case it wasn’t obvious, no, one persona with four fucking wings is not enough bird for me. i decided that if i was a bird, i would be some kind of kinglet, and probably not a raptor.

also river would never actually be able to wear a shirt like that for contextual reasons, i just wanted an excuse to draw a really terrible cliche

ps. i haven’t updated fireflies in a while for a lot of reasons, the least of which not being a depressive episode. i basically was having a crisis where i wasn’t sure if one of the biggest parts of the plot was Extremely Offensive, so i was frantically thinking of gutting out all those parts and retconning everything, which resulted in two years of world building quickly unraveling before me. i talked with rox about it though, and he assured me that it was worth keeping in, so i’m going to keep moving forward according to plan. crisis averted.

i felt like drawing how i felt yesterday because it was such a specific kind of sadness that felt like rotting disgust in my gut, and i wanted to barf it all out. sorry this is really gross, and weird, please don’t reblog it though, thanks.

becdecorbin replied to your photo: “annual redesign ho (or well, slight change more like) i can’t draw…”:
eee that snakey mouth. (still admiring the heck out of how well you draw wings. jelly jelly jelly)

,AHHH THANK U SPOON i try rly hard to draw good wings so that means… a lot to me……… ah ///

annual redesign ho (or well, slight change more like)

i can’t draw for days but i start drawing white with a birdier looking snout and suddenly i can draw again, wow,

idk i can’t draw

idk i can’t draw

sold to RainWolfe on FA! thank you! :D

sold to RainWolfe on FA! thank you! :D

sketchessss (and partial lineart)

these are two of several adoptables i am designing right now, because i need money to have my laptop cleaned (by a professional who will not accidentally destroy it). so if you ever wanted an adoptable from me, or if you happen to like deer, flowers or faeries a whole lot, keep your eyes peeled.

i am going to price them by time spent ($10/hour) so they aren’t going to be like dirt cheap, but also not completely ridiculous. it’s sort of like paying for a commission you didn’t realize you wanted until you wanted it.

on a semi-related note: i’m un-abandoning my FA to maximize exposure for these, and actually get them sold. so if you have an FA, feel free to watch for them there (or on weasyl, i’ll be posting them there too).

there were a few other things i finished, but i didn’t like them enough to post them. this is what was left. (i’m not super happy with these either but w/e i guess)
i hope yall aren’t tired of angel manami yet because I Will Never Be Tired Of Angel Manami. me and rox briefly talked about an au/headcanon where they’re actually an angel who fell to earth (i can’t decide between seraph or cherub, v. hard to choose, but i have designs for both lmao), but can’t remember, and that’s why they have a hard time feeling “alive.” they don’t feel things the same way humans do. and cycling is a lot like flying. (i’m sorry , this is embarrassing, but there it is, wow)

there were a few other things i finished, but i didn’t like them enough to post them. this is what was left. (i’m not super happy with these either but w/e i guess)

i hope yall aren’t tired of angel manami yet because I Will Never Be Tired Of Angel Manami. me and rox briefly talked about an au/headcanon where they’re actually an angel who fell to earth (i can’t decide between seraph or cherub, v. hard to choose, but i have designs for both lmao), but can’t remember, and that’s why they have a hard time feeling “alive.” they don’t feel things the same way humans do. and cycling is a lot like flying. (i’m sorry , this is embarrassing, but there it is, wow)

changed little’s hair cause they looked too much like kaiba, ended up drawing a whole bunch of littles

also attempted to draw them in kaiba style to do so (thumbs up)

here have some immensely shitty doodles of my sylestia HA and exploration party because i’m petsite addicted trash.

seraph manami because i wanted to.

i spent hours on this god damn drawing trying to get colors to look even PASSABLE but (loud continuous grunting) so i gave up on that.

i’m so unhappy with this but i TRIED SO HARD. DAMN IT!!!!! I’M PUTTING IT ON THE INTERNET, I DON’T CARE